Monday, November 27
Alone
Lonely is a state of mind, lonesome is a state of the heart because lonely is what you address yourself and lonesome is what you exert. Loneliness is from the body that can be overcome with company but lonesomeness is from the soul which desperately finds ways to link with others.
danilayla bled at 1:01 PM
Thursday, November 23
Lover's Rock
i am in the wilderness
you are in the music...in the man's car next to me
somewhere in my sadness
i know i won't fall apart.. completely
when I need to be rescued
and I need a place to swim
i have a rock to cling to in the storm
when no one can hear me calling
i have you i can sing to
And in all this....
And in all my life.......
You are the lover's rock..the rock that i cling to
You're the one, the one i swim to in a storm...
...like a lover's rock
I was listening to Sade yesterday after so long and suddenly I realized I had this song in my com. listened to it and it gradually dragged me down emotionally. Reminiscences. Recollections. Memoirs. God, its been a while eh? Like a few months? It still hurts. And im left here , isolated in my shadowy tiny booth where most of the time the only audience of my tragedy are the walls of this room, who hear and see me scream, cry and fall to the ground powerlessly. Listening to Lovers Rock made me think of the times where we would just lay back and converse while gazing at each other in the eye, and just smile at each other. Those were the times when the only thing in my head was how much I love her and how perfect she is to me. Those were the times where I could see pure, untainted love and devotion in her eyes. And jus like the sunny days in june all of it just went away. my pure devotion wasnt even given a chance to fade, exactly like how the weather is, my weather changed drastically in a single day. From sunny to rainy, from bright to dark, from joy to gloominess. With the lines of Sinatra which said Thats life. Thats what all the people say. Youre ridin high in April, shot down in May. I lost my belief to the following lines of his song But I know Im gonna change that tune, When I'm back on top, back on top in June. We were taught by them that, YOU LEARN TO LIVE AND YOU LIVE TO LEARN. i say, TOTAL BULLSHIT. you know why? because somehow along the long road way of life, when some how u deeply fall in love, u will decide that u dont wanna move on. U dont wanna find out and learn. U dont wanna discover and all u want is to go back to the past. so when this happens, I guess that means that theres no point in living at all, can there?now tell me, can I be more correct?
danilayla bled at 7:46 PM
Tuesday, November 21
why?
even Adolf Hitler gave the world a reason to kill.... why cant YOU?
danilayla bled at 10:02 PM
Tuesday, November 14
Gloomy Wednesday
u dont seem to appear anymore
only in my hallucinations i can find u
i seek the perpetual bliss of this ecstatic numbness
i crave the tranqulity of my physical form
imagine a world without worry
where everythings a blurry
this feeling is wearing out
i wish i can stay smacked out
reality hurts reality kills us
reality is virtual yet its only a ritual
escaping from it seems to be the best way
reality doesnt exist anymore
to those who cant cope with it, cant hope with reality
i need u. i want u.
let me escape. let me befriend u.
u illuminate my vision and u set my mind alight....
my heart wishes to end it all
but my pride wants me to stand tall
sometimes the cut feels so brutal
the pain comes from a love thats immortal
im in another dimension right now.
danilayla bled at 4:01 PM
Wednesday, November 8
Photo of the day
turn on or TURN OFF? u decide
danilayla bled at 9:29 PM
Sunday, November 5
Freaky. Must read. Till the end.
I was going thru a couple of ppls blog and somehow ended up at Galvin's. Took this from his blog. hope he doesnt mind.
1) New York City has 11 letters
2) Afghanistan has 11 letters.
3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters.
4) George W Bush has 11 letters.
5) The two twin towers make an 11.
This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting:
1) New York is the 11th state.
2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11.
3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11
4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11
5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as itis now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11
6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11.
Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind:
1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. >2 + 5 + 4 = 11.
2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year.
Again 2 + 5 + 4 = 11.
3) The Madrid bombing took place on 3/11/2004.
3 + 1 + 1 + 2 + 4 = 11.
4) The tragedy of Madrid happened 911 days after the Twin Towers incident.
Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind:
Now this is where things get totally eerie:
The most recognised symbol for the US, after the Stars & Stripes, is the Eagle. The following verse is taken from the Quran, the Islamic holy book:
For it is written that a son of Arabia would awaken a fearsome Eagle. The wrath of the Eagle would be felt throughout the lands of Allah and lo, while some of the people trembled in despair still more rejoiced: for the wrath of the Eagle cleansed the lands of Allah and there was peace.
That verse is number 9.11 of the Quran.
Still uncovinced about all of this..?! Try this and see how you feel afterwards, it made my hair stand on end:
Open Microsoft Word and do the following (TRY THIS FOR REAL)
1. Type in capitals Q33 NY. This is the flight number of the first plane to hit one of the Twin Towers.
2. Highlight the Q33 NY.
3. Change the font size to 48.
4. Change the actual font to the WINGDINGS 1
hmmm... i have nothing to say.
danilayla bled at 7:53 PM
